Hello/Goodbye

I say hello and you say goodbye

without anyone to tell

without a reason to believe

without a time to talk

without a hand to hold

how can I explain

how can I let go

how can I believe

how can I forgive

it was a little thing

it was a big thing

it was a short thing

it was a fun thing

it is over

it never began

it was a whisper in the night

it was a mistake

now I have cried

now I have laughed

now I will move on

now I will forget

if no one but you and I know, will I ever know the truth

was there a point?  did you hurt me on purpose?

was timing really the issue?  will I ever believe again?

it was fun while it lasted and I didn't want it to end.

I knew it would end but I hoped for just a little more 

I wish you had been a little more gentle with my feelings

I know, I know, your game, your rules, you never cared

if this is true, what was that in your voice?

at least this time 

I got to say goodbye and walk away with my head up

your secret is safe 

I won't muddy the waters with my point of view

it is hard to be invisible

it is hard to be unseen

it is hard to let go

the universes will never collide

which is good because I could never fit in

I have no idea how I feel about it at all

it is so strange to be hugged and feel nothing at all

5/5/08